Today

.................What to say??............ Time to stop.

There's no brain signal for the left eye. We've lost it. Time to go home.

How do I feel, many asked. SAD, Truly sad, one of the saddest days of my life. If I could I would cry for hours.

I know this could happen, I tried to prepare myself, but deep inside I thought we could make it, no matter the odds. I was wrong. There's nothing we can do, and I have to accept it.

My baby girl can't see from her left eye.

I know she is fine but I need time to accept it and to adapt. It's very strange just to stop, not doing anything, just leave it as it is.

Once again I have to say that her eye doctor is amazing. He explained why stopping now. He doesn't want to keep operating and jeopardize what we've accomplish.

I know he's her doctor but I feel him as friend.