Regrets

I’m really sad today.

Not that I had some more bad news. No, but when learning about her eye I realize that I might have prevented.

My daughter will most probably lose her left eye and I can’t stop feeling guilty. I should have known it better. I have been so careful until that day. And with the need of the nasogastric tube and the baptism I didn’t go to London when suppose.

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Today I hate myself. But most of all I hate to have to decide.

I'm really sorry baby